come on, im gg to be stronger than that.

why waste my time on assholes like you who think that just because you’re older, everything that you say goes?

2011. in one year you’ve inflicted more emotional trauma on me than anyone has ever done for 21 years. i thank you for that.

because one day i’ll emerge stronger.

you’re so awkward in that way of yours, you got me.

for once, I would like to be the one who receives free hugs instead of giving them out all the time. you can never be superman for too far. and it’s been far too long.

being worried sick doesn really help but i can’t help wishing that time will pass faster and that the results will be released earlier with good news.

it may be selfish thinking, but 2 years can make all the difference in the world.

for now, nothing I can do but wait with fingers crossed that the wish I made on my 21st will come true.

hi god, I’m not asking for too much am I?

today just feels like one of those days where everyone should shut up and leave me alone.

just a random thought. the only time I tell anyone “I kinda expected it anyway” is when I’ve been disappointed by the person so many times i’ve come to expect it.

I guess times like this made me realize that despite the 1937025010276301 people who’ve repeatedly disappointed you, there will always be the few to catch you when you fall or to lend a listening ear. For that, I’m very grateful. You guys know who you are <3

disappointments after disappointments from loved ones and close friends countless number of times since the year started. believe me I’ve had enough. so much so I dont even want to trust or believe in anyone or anything anymore. at least it’s alot less painful when I disappoint myself.

okay wtf this time i’ve had enough. always the same problem which I’m so sick of. don’t blame me for loosing trust in people.

as much as im not ready to be in a r/s with ANYONE at the moment (yes, im not interested in being tied down so early and have to report to anyone about my whereabouts every freaking moment of the day),

I like you.

there i said it.

but hey, it’s never a 2-way thing so *sigh*.